Paintings of wild animals and hand markings left by adults and children on Sulawesi cave walls, Indonesia, at least 35,000 years old, some of the oldest artworks known. Photo: Maxime Aubert, Griffith University 2014 – do click on the image for more information.
For a while, I think of Earth not as mother but as my child. She’s my daughter, the one I love most, though we are mirrors. Our hands lay upon the cave walls. Ochre, stardust, DNA.
Work in progress…
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I gift my deep love to you, unconditionally. I show you love by the things I do. From the beginning, we respect one another and reciprocate all.
I care for you in the best ways I know. Life is a continuous search for those ways, especially in this era of human artificalis.
Ask me questions and I’ll try to answer them. If I have no answers, I’ll say. Perhaps, we’ll discover those answers together. Or we’ll enjoy trying. We’ll laugh at the impossibilities.
You’ll make mistakes, often the best way to learn. I too make mistakes, often. I’ll admit when I’m wrong, and you’ll have my apologies.
I will lavish my time upon you, and be generous in your freedom. When you’re sick, I’ll tend to you and do all I can to make you better.
I give you my strength to move through uncertainty, and my resolve to find solutions to problems. It is normal to feel scared. But come to me when you know you need help. I will do all I can for you.
We will share memories and stories, and form new ones together. There is pain between us, we live it like a question. And then there is forgiveness.
I pay attention to you, no matter what I am doing. I listen to you for who you are, not who I think you should be. I’m here for you for as long as there’s breath in my body, and beyond. I embrace you.
I am not jealous but gratified by all your great loves and friendships. I learn from you.
There are many lives interconnected with you, and with multiple values, perspectives, senses and ideals. I accept that you have your beliefs, come what may, so long as you are safe. For it is my job to keep you safe…
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With thanks to Gracie, my daughter, for her valued input. x
Utterly beautiful. Thank you.
I have read it just now, sitting by my daughter as she labours to give birth to her own daughter.
Happy Easter Ginny x
Annie, I am touched beyond measure. I am thinking about you and your girls. May all be well. Happy Easter, with all my love today (of all days). Ginny xxx